Gue, mendapatkan sahabat pertama gue di kelas 2 smp.
Sebelumnya, dikelas 1 smp, gue gapunya temen sama sekali.
Justru gue cenderung jadi anak aneh yg di bully.
Di kelas 1 smp gue adalah anak yg selalu disuruh-suruh beliin makanan sm temen sekelas gue sendiri, padahal kita sebaya, dan gue adalah pembantu mereka. Damn it. I'm not thinking bout that for a very long time till now, and remembering that not even makes me sad or angry.
Im already forget it and forgive them.
Well, di kelas 2 smp, kehidupan gue berubah 180 derajat.
I'm transformed to a funny girl and every body in my class likes me, a lot.
Gue jadi sering nyanyi didepan temen2 gue di tengah kelas, and they enjoy it.
Gue ketemu sahabat pertama gue, laki2 bernama vangali. I love him like my brother. We share everything's, cerita keluarga nya, masalah nya sm bokap nya, hal2 yg dia suka, dan jg tentu nya tentang perempuan yg dia suka. I enjoy this friendship, I love him so deep, I cry when he said he have to go out from Jakarta and stay living in another place, far from me, I won't lose him.
Sampe suatu hari akhirnya dia harus pergi, walau bukan ke luar kota, justru lebih parah. Dia harus pergi dr hidup gue. Karna sebuah masalah yg... sulit untuk dijelaskan.
Udah lama bgt berlalu, gue udah memilih untuk cukup menyimpan aja cerita persahabatan ini. Every single person, have their choice to choose, vangali memilih untuk pergi, gue memilih untuk gak menganggu dia.
Nyata nya gue masih punya bebapa sahabat lain.
Gloria. My best baby ever. Dede, Abeth, Ochi. I love them until now.
Mereka juga sahabat gue dr smp, sm ky vangali. Dan persahabatan kami masih terjalin baik sampai skrg.
Kalopun gue berapa kali nangis krn kangen sama mereka, itu sama sekali ga mengurangi rasa sayang gue. Masing2 dr kita bisa aja jadi sangat sibuk dan seolah ngelupain satu sm lain,
hampir setahun ga ketemu abeth, beberapa kali gagal main sm dede krn dia (buat gue krlihatannya) lebih enjoy main sm tmn sma dan kuliah nya, sering kali merasa kalo oci gapernah niat mau ketemu dan seolah2 ga butuh gue, atau sm gloria yg paling deket pun gue suka ngerasa kecewa karna banyak hal, I tell you again, it isn't makes even a little bad impact to my feelings bout you girls. I love you, I say you're all name in my pray. May god always beside you and hold your hands tight, that's the only one I wish,
Kenyataannya, gue sangat amat suka, senang, apalah itu namanya, dengan sesuatu, yg orang sebut dengan persahabatan.
Toa, tiur, almas, debo, ade, vivi, refdy, cika, vito, destian, david, bang balgo, bang bram, ledy, Anton, tian, beatrice, om anis, ka sat, om boris, dian, loni, wika, qisthi, Shasa, gendis, stefy, om ari, om bonay, dll
Kalo mau ditulis semua sih banyak banget ya sahabat gue, intinya ya, gue sayang lah sm kalian. Segala yg baik dan buruk dr kalian, yg bikin gue ketawa jungkir balik, atau nangis merging-raung. Thanks people's, you turn to be my life's crayon. Drawing my world with so many colors. And all of the colors are beautiful, even the darkest one.
Well, this posting are I'm dedicated to my new and best friends, family in lomography embassy store, place where I spend most of my day since this last 6 months.
Angga, Risma, Alfi, Cici.
We just got some trouble so one of us must go for a while.
I'm not a perfect person. Sometimes I do stupid things and makes you guys mad at me. I'm sorry ya. Gue tau dalam bekerja gue banyak kekurangan, banyak nakal nya, kalian banyak gak suka nya sm gue, but one thing I really would you guys to know, as a friend, my heart are pure.
Tetutama Risma, makasih ya buat semuanya, you are the best life's teacher for me :)
And specially for Angga, maafin iyud ya. Iyud gonna miss you really.
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Cc1: my best friend and lover ever: Syamsaris Ryadio
Cc2: my soulmate: Hana Tri Eka Natalia
Cc3: the great creator who made a feelings named love and fill it to a heart of person called friend: Jesus God.
